god....oh god...yes i do believe in him or her ....or both him n her....i always feel really closed to a x aura...or power...as in smething which i can only feel ...but cannot really describe....i think its something related to the whole concept of god...n feeling a super natural air around....whenever i am too happy ....i feel the calmness of a silent ocean in my soul ....n sitting besides me is a sweet little girl...smiling at me .....whenever i am too sad n gloomy or indecisive bout anything or any situation .....i feel tht the same lil girl telling me to believe in myself n assuring me tht everything wil b just fine........we as in most of god believers think of god as sme mature , old , uncle looking , grey hair, in a white robe ...., husky voiced.....10000000 yrs old....n basically more to it...... but wht if god happens to be this really cute kid..(.again he or she)....i mean i wld love to see god as this naughty yet innocent being ....wowowowo..........n everytime he or she comes to me .....we walk around play grounds doing our funny games, enjoying the mud n the way leaves grow...relishing chocolates n not caring a damn bout how we look............wowowo .....wht if this happens to me once i land up in heaven n encounter god......i think i havent done many bad deeds....so i have a gud chance of meeting him or her .....n anybody who reads my silly post...n  still isnt very irritated then do dream really well n find out who will they  see as their god........a child, a hot babe....a scientist.......coz hey u have never seen god n whts the harm in imagining god as u want them to be...coz the secret  will only be out, if u reach to heaven ....n tht is also a big if ......hahahahahhaha.....keep smiling n take care

for long i wanted to rite ...its not tht i am a writer or something but yes i always wanted to be one....probably when i was sme 10 yrs old ....i really wanted to be a writer....well moving on ...i am absolutely new to blogging n lets see whts in store for me...i will try to blurt out as many thoughts of mine...as possible...hahahahha.....n why i wanna do tht....i dont knw.......or do i know....hahhaa......i am insane ....totally insane .......